Daddy's Little Girl!!

at the hospital holding his new baby girl

Daddy sleeping with his angel!!

This night he was talking to her and it made my heart melt.

poor baby was sick

look at that smile she just loves her daddy!!

If this doesnt say daddys little girl i dont know what does!!

Showing skybug the hippos

Daddy playing with SKylar at the playground at the zoo!!

Skylar is Daddy's Little Girl!! I didnt know how tony was going to act when skylar was born since he has already had 3 other kids before her, but he is the best daddy. She is such a daddys girl!!

I LOVE BEING A MOMMA!!

I love being a momma!! Skylar is getting so big and smiling and laughing. She even trys to talk now. God has truly blessed me.

her brother and sisters are so great with her and are always wanting to help and take pictures of new things that she is doing and it makes me such a happy momma. I was scared that the girls were going to hate her and not have anything to do with her and that gavin would be mean to her since she was getting everything that he used to but i was so wrong. the girls are such great big sisters and are always talking about how they cant wait until she gets older. and gavin wow he is the best big brother, always wanting to feed her and hold her bottle. he helps change her diaper and then goes and throws it away helps me put her to sleep.

i love my life and my family so much!!!

Cant wait till girls night miss you all so much!!

I love my son!!

Gavin is doing great with this balloon in his head. He has had 2 injections into it since his surgery. the worst part is when the start injecting the needle doesnt seems to bother him its when the ballon starts to explan his skin thats what is hurt my baby. He cried and it hurts for about 30 mins after the injection. He also pulls his hair and hits the balloon all the time.

After his second injection we were checking out and he started crying in the lobby mommy please take it out. SO he does know that there is something in his head. I posted a picture of his head this is after the 2nd injection he about 5 to 6 more injections so his head is going to get so much bigger. He is already falling so much i just hope that he stays strong and i can stay strong for my little man!!

Thank you all for all the prayers and please keep him in your prayers

Brad Michael Gottschalck

Brad Michael Gottschalck

I just wanted to post this blog in memory of Brad. He passed away early sunday morning he flipped his suv going through a curve and hit one of those concrete things flipping his vehicle over into water.He was not wearing a seat belt and was pronounced dead at the scene. They think that he might of have been drinking thats why he lost control. I only knew him from school but he was such a sweet person. This picture was taking at my senior prom he was a freshman at southeastern at the time.
My freshman year ms wilsons french class i walk in and of course i was scared it was the first year of high school, i saw this really cute guy who just so happen to be seating next to me and i thought to myself im going to love high school!! You will be miss Brad.

It also made me think about amanda and how much i miss her as we all do and how just in a couple of seconds someone that you love can be taking away so fast.

I want all you to know that i love you all so much!!

my babies are getting so big

This was one of my mothers day presents!!

They all love Skylar so much i was scared that they were not going to treat her right just because one she was new and i thought that they might look at her different since i actually had her, but i was so wrong. they love their baby sister!!

Gavin had his first injection on tuesday and poor baby he did not want that needle in his head at all and i dont blame him but the wrost part was when they started to injection the fluids it made his balloon grow so fast in just a short amount of time i know that it had to hurt. It was hard for about 6 hours and then it started to soft up. His next injection is this tuesday coming up and then about 6 more after that his head is already getting large i cant imagine what its going to look like after all the injections.

Skylar is getting so big and so nosey she wants to know what everyone is doing and where they are at all time. She has always been a momma s baby and never really wanted anything to do with tony, well i told him that he need to start doing more with her like feeding,diapers,changing her clothes and just loving on her. im so proud he is helping giving me a little break and she is loving daddy!!

Skylar 4 Months Old

Wow i cant believe that skylar will be 4 months old tomorrow!! Time is just going by so fast. She is getting so big and smiles so much now o i love it!! She is still wearing newborns and starting to get into those 0-3 month old clothes. She is still sleeping in our room next to my side of the bed. im not ready for her to go to her own room yet maybe during the day i should let her sleep in her room with me being around instead of having her in the living room. I started giving her some baby food every now and then she has only had a couple but she loves it. we are going to start seeing a new ped. because ours is moving and its just a little too far for me to travel to still see her. im very upset about this. but i will see how the new ped does skylar gets her 4 month old shots next friday. im praying that i like this dr only because she is here in denham and it would be so much easier then going to baton rouge everytime.

Gavin is doing great he is back to being gavin. He is falling alot but one reason is because he has fluid behind his ear and it happens to be the ear that has the pump behind it. He went to the dr yesterday, he said that he is please with everything and wants us to start washing his head firmly to start making thoses striches come out. Gavin gets his first injection on the 19th and i hoping that he does good.

Shelby is ready for KIndergarden!! I had a parent teacher conf yesterday and she said that she is doing so great. Shelby shouldnt have any problems next year. Our preschool teacher was been so great i hope that gavin and skylar are lucky and get a teacher like her. Now we are going to be putting shelby in dance and she is really looking forward to this.

Trinity has straight A's i couldnt be prouder. she is doing great in ball and im so happy that she likes it because i loved playing when i was a little girl all the way until i was 18 and wish i could still play.

school is out in 12 days im not ready for that.but it will be alot of trips to the zoo and park this summer and i love doing.

Tony is the best husband my mothers day gift was redoing the hall bath he got new tile floor but in which i still doing have a toliet in there yet and sanding walls lots of paint o i love him so much!!

Gavin's Surgery Tomorrow

Gavins surgery was moved to this wednesday. We have to be at the hospital at 5 in the morning. Im so scared for him but i know that he is going to do good.

well i tried to call his real mom to let her know about the surgery just because i thought it was the right thing to do but i was wrong.

we went to court feb 2 and she showed up but she only wanted to claim the kids on this years tax return which was to late we had already filed taxes. so we set up another 6 months trial with her well she wasnt shown up to pick up the kids at all and doesnt want anything to do with them. She said that they are my problem now. what a great person.

gavin doesnt even know that im not his real mom and how am i going to tell him when he is old enought to know thats going to break my heart.

i may not of gave birth to him but in my heart he is my son and i love these children more then i can put into words.

well please keep our little man in your prays as her goes through this in the morning and pray that this surgery goes as plan and we dont have problems like last time.