Monday, March 30, 2009



well Skylar is getting close to 3 months i cant believe it. It feels like last week i was at the hospital having her! She has been smiling alot, it just melts my heart! she has always slept pretty good for me since she was born but the last 4 nights she has slept all night long and doesn't wake up until around 5 o'clock! Which is great because tony is leaving for work i can feed her love on her some and then get the girls up for school.
We are so excited about bring the kids to the strawberry fest this weekend i think that tony is more excited then the girls are!! Its something fun that we can do as a family, but im thinking about bringing them to the zoo Saturday because its zippy zoo and its alot of fun.
Friday i cant wait to go shopping im going to go and find skylar some more bows and headbands for her little head and maybe a new outfit!! Im also thinking about going to get my hair highlighted but i have not made up my mind yet.
On a different note my older brother and his girlfriend 's dog was shot last night, they dont know who are where their dog was just laying by the front door this morning bleeding and the bullet had went in one side of his body and out the other side. What kind of sick person would shot an animal, mick is ok just in some pain.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

My little Ladybug is Sick

My baby girl is sick, we took her to the hospital Saturday because she was running a high fever and couldn't breath, coughing, running nose, when you burp her she cried and she wouldn't sleep at all so that means i didn't sleep she wasn't eating. well they had to put a iv in her little arm and then they had to put a Cather in and she really didn't like that at all.they sent us home 5 hours later and told us that she was just having some respiratory problems and that she was only going to get worse before she got better and the Dr was right. I don't like seeing my little ladybug sick. Well now I'm starting to get sick and i really don't want Skylar to get better and me give it to her so i don't know what to do:(
Well Gavin has his next surgery on April 24 they are going to put the balloon in the top of his head and run a tube behind the ear that has a pump. then we will go for 6 weeks and have water injected into the balloon until the top of head has grown enough skin for the whole back of his head and then we will do the 3 surgery. Please keep him in your prays the first surgery didn't go good at all and I'm praying that he doesn't have to go through that again.
Trinity had her first softball practice and her games start in April i cant wait i loved playing softball when i was her age and i hope that she loves it too.I'm the youngest mom on the team with the most kids so i don't see making any friends with the other mom is going to work, but that's okay i wouldn't trade may babies for those people. She also starts her Iowa testing today and i have never seen a 8 year old stress about school like she is about this test.
i didn't go to my Dr appt because i have been having a lot of problems with my period since Skylar was born and you cant be bleeding to do the test that i need so i will wait until i get it back to normal.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

2 MONTH OLD SHOTS


Well skylar has to get her 2 month old shots tomorrow and i dont want to see my little girl cry when they do it. In the hospital i didnt have to see them do the blood work and give her, her first shots just seeing the bandaids hurt me bad enough. Since she has started to feel better all she wants to do eat eat and eat more, and will not let momma put her down.


Gavin gets clear from his dr tomorrow to go ahead and meet with his other dr to start the next surgery im very happy about that, i want to get everything done while he is still young because they say little kids dont remember the pain and they take it better then you do when your older, and i dont want any of the cancer getting strong or spreading.


All day today i stayed at the hospital my mawmaw had to have a heart cather put in and she was only suppose to be there for a couple of hours but when they got into the surgery they saw that she had 90% blockage and had to put 2 stines.They kept her overnight and she wasnt allow to move her body at all for almost 12 hours and i know if i had to lay on my back and not move for that long i would go crazy. They said that if everything is looking good and she is doing good then they will let her go home in the morning lets hope that everything goes great!


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Skylar is Sick

All my babies!!
Well skylar started showing signs of being sick sunday when she slept all day and only ate 4oz all day, well monday she started throwing up and was having really bad poo poo diapers so i call the doctor, we end up switching her milk, but she was still having poo poo diapers and didnt want anyone to hold her but mommy, which is very hard with 3 other kids at home that needs momma. So i took skylar to the doctor tuesday afternoon and it turns out that she has a bad stomach bug that is going around and my poor baby just has to fight it off because she is too young for meds.the dr wants to see us back thursday morning to see how she is doing because if she isnt any better she said that she wants to admitted her into the hospital to get iv fluids going. Okay thats when my eyes started to water. She is just so little and helpless and i dont want her to go through this pain. the dr told me to hold her all day if she wants nothing else because she just needs lots of love right now. Well last night after dinner she started eating alittle bit more and slept more during the night then she did the sunday and monday. So i thing that she is fighting this little bug off i sure do hope so i dont want to see my ladybug hurting.

On top of everything else tony had lost his job when trinity was put into the hospital last week because we had to have someone stay with her but also stay with our other 3 kids at home and they didnt want skylar up there because she is a newborn so i had to stay at home with them and all 3 of the kids were sick at home also. well tony bought in the excuse for work showing that he was at the hospital with his daughter and they still didnt care . so he is still looking for jobs right now im praying that he finds something soon.

Tuesday my maw maw has to have heart surgery because she cant breath im very worried about her right now.