Skylar is 7 weeks old today!!

I cant believe how fast time is going by skylar is now 7 weeks and she is getting pretty good at holding her head up. She likes to look around at everything and when you talk to her she follows your voice and every now and then she gives me a smile i cant wait until she starts laughing!! She is doing really good at sleeping at night we go to bed around 10 finish feeding her around 1030-1100 depends on her mood and has been sleeping all night and wakes up around 5 which is great!! Now if i could get her to start liking her swing so momma doesnt have to hold her all day would be great!

March is going to be a hard month for us we have so many doctors appts i go on the 19 for more testing skylar goes to get 2 month old shots and gavin with his head we will go ahead and sch his next surgery this month for his head im hoping that this one goes good poor baby shouldnt have to go throught this kind of pain i wish that i could take it for him.

Bad news From the ob/gyn

Sp today tony checked the mail and there was a note from my doctors office. my heart just fell i didnt know if it was going to be good news that my cancer cells were gone are bad news. well i open the letter and started crying there is an abnormality in one of my test. So they are going to go back in and do a colposcopy i had one back in october while carring skylar they go in and look at your cervix with a special magnifying device that takes pictures of your cervix. They will once again do a biopsy on the cells they will remove them from my cervix which really hurts and bleeds really bad and then those cells will be tested to see if my cancer has spread or getting better.The first one i cried the whole time is very painful and then after it was done i had a hard time getting in the truck i couldnt drive and a hard time using the bathroom they say that you will be sore with a biopsy for a couple of days because your cervix is swelling from them removing the cells.

i havent decide on when im going to do it, i need to so it soon i will have to see when my mom is going to be off again because i have had my sister in law watch skylar and my mother in law watch her and it was such a bad experience. they just have not taken care of infants in a while and i guess forgot who knows and i know that im going to need someone there with me because of the pain and driving me home and i know that tony wouldnt make me go through that alone.

I have the first stage of cervix cancer they have 5 stages
Im just praying that it hasnt spread

Skylar Ann Stokes

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Skylar 5 Weeks Old Going Home From The Hospital

know that i have 3 great stepchildren but when i look at skylar my heart just melts all i can think about when she starts smiling,her first roll over, crawling around, walking and most of all her first word! God has truly blessed me, i thought after losing my first child it was over. Then having so many problems the whole 8 months when they told me that they need to induce me early i was scared that i was going to lose another child. but god was holding my hand the whole way and gave me a health baby girl. My little girl is getting so big she will be 6 weeks tomorrow and growing so much she now weight 7lbs and starting to fit into all of her newborn clothes.

I never knew that i could love someone

well im new at this and still trying to learn how to do things. i sent ashlie an email asking for help since she was the one how showed me this site. im not sure on how to add people or how to find people to read their blogs any help would be great

below is a picture of my Husband and our kids!! The Stokes

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