Some of Skylars 9 month old pictures

Ms. Skylar Ann Stokes 9 months old!!

Gavin's Surgery

Gavin had his 3rd surgery today. We had to get to the hospital at 5am and then they started at 7am. Gavin was in surgery for 4 hours, They were having problems getting the balloon out the top of his head once they remove the balloon they notice that his skull has flat from where the balloon was pushing pressure on his skull so they were unable to put the larger balloon into head. Instead they went ahead and remove the back part of his head as much as they could. He had 75% of blood loss during the surgery. When they removed the back part of his head the cancer cells were only 2 layers of skin deep which is great that means that it didnt spread deeper, so they went ahead and removed the skin about 3 layers deep just to make sure they removed all the bad cells. They were not able to remove all of it, he said that in about 6 months if his wounds are heal that then he will go back into surgery and have another balloon expander put in his head and then we will do the injections over again and grow more skin so that he can go in and finish removing the damage skin that he was unable to remove today. His head is wrapped very tight with wrap that he has to keep on until thursday they have it so tight because they dont want his skin to move or shift out of place his head is staple all the way around the back of his head to hold the skin in place. He is still very tried from the anestesia and will not eat or drink anything and have to fight him to take his pain meds. I just hope that my little man starts very better soon i hate that he has to go through so much pain i wish i could take his place.

Thank you to everyone for the phone calls, texts, visits and he loves his monkey maw maw deb.

It really means alot to me to know that so many people had him in their prays.

the first pic is before he went into surgery

pic 2 daddy and skybug sleeping in the waiting room we had a very long wait

pic 3 & 4 daddy and mommy loving on our sweet baby

A week from Hell

I have so much going on all at once that its just so hard. Im to the point that im just depress about everything. Im always going and going that it feels like it never stops. I ran out of birth control and we are still waiting on our insurance to kick in. I was only on my period for a day this month it hasnt been the same still giving birth and i hurt so bad down there. Now i dont have any birth control and all i do is bleed and hurt. SO i called a health clinic just to get in and get some more BC but the next date that they have open is oct 1 i cant wait that long.My body is so tried that i dont even want to clean my own house. so far next month i have 7 dr appt and those are all for the kids it seems like every week im at a dr office. Gavin is about to have his last injection and then surgery i tried to be so brave and not let anyone see that im so scared for this next surgery i have cried so much just thinking about it. i know that i didnt give birth to him but in my heart he is mine and to know that he has to go through so much at such a young age just breaks my heart. i know i shouldnt think this way but its only human i keep thinking what if something goes wrong what if he doesnt make it. its just such a big surgery and a even bigger surgery for him.

We get wic which pays for some of skylar milk since we are a large family on one income they help well i missed the appt because i got my dates all confused and sch. gavin an injection that day. so we cant get another appt until the end of september. we already spend alot of money on her milk without their help because they only pay for 9 cans now we have to pay for the 9 cans and the 4 extra cans that we buy a month. and i know that this may not sound like a big deal since familys do it all the time, but when you have to buy and extra 130.00 worth of formula it makes it a little harder.

The girls have been giving me such a hard time this week. Trinity has got in trouble so far twice this week failed 2 test and then lied to me about it. Told me her teacher helped other students in the class and refused to help her but really she wanted to go get on the computer so she rused the test and failed her fault not the teachers.So tony punished her until Monday when she takes her next test. Shelby decided that she didnt want to get ready for school every morning she has been running out the house about to miss the bus. She keeps calling trinity by a different name over and over again i have asked her to stop no she will not listen. So i punished her from the tv,well i guess she thought that if she trashed the room she would get unpunished, asked her to clean up the room and wouldnt. I know that its kid stuff nothing much but everything at once it making me go crazy.

My mom is acting so different. She is hanging out with an old friend that she used to work with. And thats ok she needs to get out more. but her whole attuide is changing like she is trying to be just like her friend who isnt the best person. I dont know i can just tell that my mom is acting different .My paw paw had a heart attach monday she called me crying i got her to clam down i told her that if she wanted to go to texas that me and the babies would go and i would get my mother in law to get the girls on the bus and watch them until tony got home from work. She said ok we might do that so i tell tony who isnt crazy over the whole idea but said ok since it was something important. well last night my mom called me and told me that she just made it to texas. I said with ms barabra she said yes and i told her i didnt like the person she was becoming which might not have been the right words are at the right time but i was hurt that my own mom didnt even tell me that she was even leaving. I mean who's mom leaves to go out of state and doesnt tell their daughter who she talks to everyday. well not here recent she has been to busy with ms barabra to call or stop by and then she wants to know why skylar doesnt want her well hello she doesnt know you anymore. She said no thats not it you just spoil her and hold her all day. Do you know how bad that hurt coming from my own mom.

I have been treating tony so bad because i have been having such a bad week and taking the blame out on him for everything. I didnt want to talk to him, watch a movie with him, or let him hold me in bed. I have just been wanting to keep to myself. I went to lauryns house tuesday and cooked dinner when he got home all he had to do was take it out the oven when the timer went off ,feed the kids ,give them a bath and put them to bed. No big deal to me i do it everyday. well i call him on the way home and he hadnt done anything i asked if he cleaned the kitchen because i cant stand to have extra food sit out the smells makes me sick. but i was so rude to him over nothing and i feel so bad for treating him so bad.

Also this week we find out that erin the kids real mom called our lawyer saying that she has done everything she can to see the kids what does she need to do now. First of all she has never showed up to pick up the kids doesnt even know when the dates are. Has not called the children since may 25,2008 hasnt taking any drug test and owns almost 3000 dollars in child support. for her to have the nerve to call our lawyer and lie to them saying that she has tried everything makes me want to beat the poo out of her. She hasnt seen the kids since last christmas and she only stayed an hour. She doesnt even know what gavin goes through with his head the pain that he has to take. so why lie and say that you tried everything and try to make us look bad when we are the ones taking care of all the kids with no help from her.

o and i stopped smoking this week so that puts the cherry on top of my stress

i think that i cried more writing this then i have all week just letting it all out.

Camping trip

some pictures from our family camping trip!!

Gone Camping!!

SO we leave tomorrow to go on our family camping trip!! it will be our first family trip with all 6 of us!! We are going to Percy Quinn in mississippi and we are going to be sleeping in a tent. We had no intention of sleeping in a tent one bc im not big on sleeping on the ground and two because of skylar. but our plans for texas fell through and this was the next plan. I never thought that packing for 6 people would be this hard. im so used to packing for just me and everything that i need now i have to make sure that i have everything for 5 other people and the hardest person to pack for was skylar. Skylar has so much stuff going that its unreal. So far we have spent over 200 dollars and we have not even left yet and i still have to go to the store tomorrow for somethings that i left off my list.

My brother charlie is suppose to be coming to my house to let the dogs outside and feed them i really hope that he does it bc if not im going to be coming home to a very nasty house. we were going to bring oscar with us but then our other dog would be loney and by herself inside and we cant bring both of them bc jazmine isnt a people person at all.

When we get back from our trip i have such a busy week we still have so much school shopping to do before school starts we go wednesday and meet the girls teachers and bring all their supplies. Im very thankful that my mother in law always buys the kids uniforms for school. im sure she will cut back once we have all 4 kids in school. but hey thats 200 d0llars that we dont have to come up with.

I have to take holly my maw maws dog that i have been having for a month to the vet in the morning to have her stiches out and then she will be going back home. Im kinda sad about giving her back but i know that maw maw misses her alot.

Sorry i missed this girls night im so ready for the next one i love having my 1 day a month out!!

Gavins injection/FamilyTrip

So today Gavin had another injection.. two weeks ago it was a very stress day. they did his injection and everything that they put in all came out plus some of what he had already in his head. during the week some more came out and his balloon was starting to get really soft. Today his injection went great they used a smaller needle and he wasnt in as much pain as normal. The dr said that if it starts leaking again then we have two things that we can do 1 we could go ahead and do the surgery of what skin he has grow so far and then go back in and put another balloon in and start over again until we have enought to cover the back of his head. and 2 would be to have a surgery and cut him open and replace the pump with another one. I hate the fact that i have to choose something that is going to put him in more pain then he is already in it isnt fair for him he is just still a baby. please just keep gavin in your prayers and pray that he doesnt have to start all over again.

this weekend we are going on a family trip. this is our first family trip with all 6 of us!! we are going camping in mississippi. i really hope that skylar does good i dont think that she is going to want to sleep much because its just too hot outside and we are going to camp in a tent. we were planning on getting a cabin but they didnt have any left when we booked our stay. it should be fun i cant wait the kids have been so great this summer and a camping trip would just be the topping on the cake.

Ashlie im trying to get some people together so that we can have a jewerly party at my house i will let you know..

SKYLAR IS 6 MONTHS TODAY!!

WOW WOW my little girl is 6 months today!! i cant believe that in 6 more months that she will be 1 year old. She is getting so big and is such a happy baby. She hasnt started sitting up by herself just yet but im hoping that she starts soon. She gets to be moved up to different baby food now!! Im sure that she is going to love some chicken and gravy!! I have never loved someone so much she is my world. She goes to get her 6 month old shots next friday(i hate shot day) and gavin gets an injection on tuesday so im not ready for next week at all.

Daddy's Little Girl!!

at the hospital holding his new baby girl

Daddy sleeping with his angel!!

This night he was talking to her and it made my heart melt.

poor baby was sick

look at that smile she just loves her daddy!!

If this doesnt say daddys little girl i dont know what does!!

Showing skybug the hippos

Daddy playing with SKylar at the playground at the zoo!!

Skylar is Daddy's Little Girl!! I didnt know how tony was going to act when skylar was born since he has already had 3 other kids before her, but he is the best daddy. She is such a daddys girl!!

I LOVE BEING A MOMMA!!

I love being a momma!! Skylar is getting so big and smiling and laughing. She even trys to talk now. God has truly blessed me.

her brother and sisters are so great with her and are always wanting to help and take pictures of new things that she is doing and it makes me such a happy momma. I was scared that the girls were going to hate her and not have anything to do with her and that gavin would be mean to her since she was getting everything that he used to but i was so wrong. the girls are such great big sisters and are always talking about how they cant wait until she gets older. and gavin wow he is the best big brother, always wanting to feed her and hold her bottle. he helps change her diaper and then goes and throws it away helps me put her to sleep.

i love my life and my family so much!!!

Cant wait till girls night miss you all so much!!

I love my son!!

Gavin is doing great with this balloon in his head. He has had 2 injections into it since his surgery. the worst part is when the start injecting the needle doesnt seems to bother him its when the ballon starts to explan his skin thats what is hurt my baby. He cried and it hurts for about 30 mins after the injection. He also pulls his hair and hits the balloon all the time.

After his second injection we were checking out and he started crying in the lobby mommy please take it out. SO he does know that there is something in his head. I posted a picture of his head this is after the 2nd injection he about 5 to 6 more injections so his head is going to get so much bigger. He is already falling so much i just hope that he stays strong and i can stay strong for my little man!!

Thank you all for all the prayers and please keep him in your prayers

Brad Michael Gottschalck

Brad Michael Gottschalck

I just wanted to post this blog in memory of Brad. He passed away early sunday morning he flipped his suv going through a curve and hit one of those concrete things flipping his vehicle over into water.He was not wearing a seat belt and was pronounced dead at the scene. They think that he might of have been drinking thats why he lost control. I only knew him from school but he was such a sweet person. This picture was taking at my senior prom he was a freshman at southeastern at the time.
My freshman year ms wilsons french class i walk in and of course i was scared it was the first year of high school, i saw this really cute guy who just so happen to be seating next to me and i thought to myself im going to love high school!! You will be miss Brad.

It also made me think about amanda and how much i miss her as we all do and how just in a couple of seconds someone that you love can be taking away so fast.

I want all you to know that i love you all so much!!

my babies are getting so big

This was one of my mothers day presents!!

They all love Skylar so much i was scared that they were not going to treat her right just because one she was new and i thought that they might look at her different since i actually had her, but i was so wrong. they love their baby sister!!

Gavin had his first injection on tuesday and poor baby he did not want that needle in his head at all and i dont blame him but the wrost part was when they started to injection the fluids it made his balloon grow so fast in just a short amount of time i know that it had to hurt. It was hard for about 6 hours and then it started to soft up. His next injection is this tuesday coming up and then about 6 more after that his head is already getting large i cant imagine what its going to look like after all the injections.

Skylar is getting so big and so nosey she wants to know what everyone is doing and where they are at all time. She has always been a momma s baby and never really wanted anything to do with tony, well i told him that he need to start doing more with her like feeding,diapers,changing her clothes and just loving on her. im so proud he is helping giving me a little break and she is loving daddy!!

Skylar 4 Months Old

Wow i cant believe that skylar will be 4 months old tomorrow!! Time is just going by so fast. She is getting so big and smiles so much now o i love it!! She is still wearing newborns and starting to get into those 0-3 month old clothes. She is still sleeping in our room next to my side of the bed. im not ready for her to go to her own room yet maybe during the day i should let her sleep in her room with me being around instead of having her in the living room. I started giving her some baby food every now and then she has only had a couple but she loves it. we are going to start seeing a new ped. because ours is moving and its just a little too far for me to travel to still see her. im very upset about this. but i will see how the new ped does skylar gets her 4 month old shots next friday. im praying that i like this dr only because she is here in denham and it would be so much easier then going to baton rouge everytime.

Gavin is doing great he is back to being gavin. He is falling alot but one reason is because he has fluid behind his ear and it happens to be the ear that has the pump behind it. He went to the dr yesterday, he said that he is please with everything and wants us to start washing his head firmly to start making thoses striches come out. Gavin gets his first injection on the 19th and i hoping that he does good.

Shelby is ready for KIndergarden!! I had a parent teacher conf yesterday and she said that she is doing so great. Shelby shouldnt have any problems next year. Our preschool teacher was been so great i hope that gavin and skylar are lucky and get a teacher like her. Now we are going to be putting shelby in dance and she is really looking forward to this.

Trinity has straight A's i couldnt be prouder. she is doing great in ball and im so happy that she likes it because i loved playing when i was a little girl all the way until i was 18 and wish i could still play.

school is out in 12 days im not ready for that.but it will be alot of trips to the zoo and park this summer and i love doing.

Tony is the best husband my mothers day gift was redoing the hall bath he got new tile floor but in which i still doing have a toliet in there yet and sanding walls lots of paint o i love him so much!!

Gavin's Surgery Tomorrow

Gavins surgery was moved to this wednesday. We have to be at the hospital at 5 in the morning. Im so scared for him but i know that he is going to do good.

well i tried to call his real mom to let her know about the surgery just because i thought it was the right thing to do but i was wrong.

we went to court feb 2 and she showed up but she only wanted to claim the kids on this years tax return which was to late we had already filed taxes. so we set up another 6 months trial with her well she wasnt shown up to pick up the kids at all and doesnt want anything to do with them. She said that they are my problem now. what a great person.

gavin doesnt even know that im not his real mom and how am i going to tell him when he is old enought to know thats going to break my heart.

i may not of gave birth to him but in my heart he is my son and i love these children more then i can put into words.

well please keep our little man in your prays as her goes through this in the morning and pray that this surgery goes as plan and we dont have problems like last time.

surgery moved

Im so upset because now they moved gavins surgery to wednesday because his tissue expander still hasnt came in yet its a special ordere because of his size they dont just have them on hand. I just wish that they would of called ahead of time instead of the day before his surgery. now tony has to take off of work next wednesday.

well since gavin doesnt have surgery im going to go get my hair highlighted and i really want to go and get a ped on my feet since its summer time

thanks for the prayers and keep praying for our little man

Gavin's Surgery

Friday morning gavin will be at womans hospital at 5:oo in the morning.We will begin the 2nd surgery on his head. They are going to go in and place a tissue expander balloon on the top of his head and run a pump down behind his ear. Then after 10 days we will go 1st a week for six weeks and have his head injected with water were the balloon is to the it will make is his head grow so we can us his new skin to do the 3rd surgery. I have a couple of picture off the Internet of what his head is going to look like once it starts growing, i started crying when i saw them and hate that my little man has to go through all this pain. It said that his head should go back down to his normal size about 3 months after the 3rd surgery. Im praying that he doesnt caught another infection with the surgery like he did with the 1st surgery. Please keep our son in your prayers he is just a baby. But the 3rd surgery is the big one that im really scared about.

And i love you lauryn and we are praying for you and your family

Skylar is 3 months old today

wow it just feels like yesterday i was in the hospital waiting to meet my little girl!! the time has went by so fast. I never knew that i could love someone so much, and that person could change my life forever. Everytime she smiles it just melts my heart. I can stay awake all night to just watch her sleep, anytime she crys im always right there giving her whatever she wants. I thank god for blessing me with such a great gift. I almost lost her so many times during the whole 8 months that i carried her and prayed to god please let me have this one. I had to fight a hard battle and i won and if i had to i would do it all over again!! I love you Skylar Ann

Skylar has her first tooth coming up and poor baby it hurts her so bad.

Im going Friday to go get another scan done for my cancer im hoping for better news im going to a different dr just for a second look at it and to see what he sayes. I know its something serious and i need to get it taken care of soon but its at the back of my head with taking care of skylar and then gavin has his next surgery coming up im not worried about myself just my kids. Tony called me selfish and i didnt understand why because im putting the children ahead of myself like any mother would do. he said that i was selfish because its something that could kill me if not taking care of and that i would be selfish to make the kids grow up with out their mom. i couldnt do nothing but cry i ran to the bathroom and locked my self up and cried and then i wanted to blame god for this asking him how could he do it to me why?tony is right and im glad that he gave me a wake up call, tony and i cried together and i told him that im really scared i dont want the worse to happen i just want to beable to live my life. I have never understand why things happen but i know that god has a plan for me.

please keep me and my family in your prays im so scared

well Skylar is getting close to 3 months i cant believe it. It feels like last week i was at the hospital having her! She has been smiling alot, it just melts my heart! she has always slept pretty good for me since she was born but the last 4 nights she has slept all night long and doesn't wake up until around 5 o'clock! Which is great because tony is leaving for work i can feed her love on her some and then get the girls up for school.

We are so excited about bring the kids to the strawberry fest this weekend i think that tony is more excited then the girls are!! Its something fun that we can do as a family, but im thinking about bringing them to the zoo Saturday because its zippy zoo and its alot of fun.

Friday i cant wait to go shopping im going to go and find skylar some more bows and headbands for her little head and maybe a new outfit!! Im also thinking about going to get my hair highlighted but i have not made up my mind yet.

On a different note my older brother and his girlfriend 's dog was shot last night, they dont know who are where their dog was just laying by the front door this morning bleeding and the bullet had went in one side of his body and out the other side. What kind of sick person would shot an animal, mick is ok just in some pain.

My little Ladybug is Sick

My baby girl is sick, we took her to the hospital Saturday because she was running a high fever and couldn't breath, coughing, running nose, when you burp her she cried and she wouldn't sleep at all so that means i didn't sleep she wasn't eating. well they had to put a iv in her little arm and then they had to put a Cather in and she really didn't like that at all.they sent us home 5 hours later and told us that she was just having some respiratory problems and that she was only going to get worse before she got better and the Dr was right. I don't like seeing my little ladybug sick. Well now I'm starting to get sick and i really don't want Skylar to get better and me give it to her so i don't know what to do:(

Well Gavin has his next surgery on April 24 they are going to put the balloon in the top of his head and run a tube behind the ear that has a pump. then we will go for 6 weeks and have water injected into the balloon until the top of head has grown enough skin for the whole back of his head and then we will do the 3 surgery. Please keep him in your prays the first surgery didn't go good at all and I'm praying that he doesn't have to go through that again.

Trinity had her first softball practice and her games start in April i cant wait i loved playing softball when i was her age and i hope that she loves it too.I'm the youngest mom on the team with the most kids so i don't see making any friends with the other mom is going to work, but that's okay i wouldn't trade may babies for those people. She also starts her Iowa testing today and i have never seen a 8 year old stress about school like she is about this test.

i didn't go to my Dr appt because i have been having a lot of problems with my period since Skylar was born and you cant be bleeding to do the test that i need so i will wait until i get it back to normal.

2 MONTH OLD SHOTS

Well skylar has to get her 2 month old shots tomorrow and i dont want to see my little girl cry when they do it. In the hospital i didnt have to see them do the blood work and give her, her first shots just seeing the bandaids hurt me bad enough. Since she has started to feel better all she wants to do eat eat and eat more, and will not let momma put her down.

Gavin gets clear from his dr tomorrow to go ahead and meet with his other dr to start the next surgery im very happy about that, i want to get everything done while he is still young because they say little kids dont remember the pain and they take it better then you do when your older, and i dont want any of the cancer getting strong or spreading.

All day today i stayed at the hospital my mawmaw had to have a heart cather put in and she was only suppose to be there for a couple of hours but when they got into the surgery they saw that she had 90% blockage and had to put 2 stines.They kept her overnight and she wasnt allow to move her body at all for almost 12 hours and i know if i had to lay on my back and not move for that long i would go crazy. They said that if everything is looking good and she is doing good then they will let her go home in the morning lets hope that everything goes great!

Skylar is Sick

All my babies!!
Well skylar started showing signs of being sick sunday when she slept all day and only ate 4oz all day, well monday she started throwing up and was having really bad poo poo diapers so i call the doctor, we end up switching her milk, but she was still having poo poo diapers and didnt want anyone to hold her but mommy, which is very hard with 3 other kids at home that needs momma. So i took skylar to the doctor tuesday afternoon and it turns out that she has a bad stomach bug that is going around and my poor baby just has to fight it off because she is too young for meds.the dr wants to see us back thursday morning to see how she is doing because if she isnt any better she said that she wants to admitted her into the hospital to get iv fluids going. Okay thats when my eyes started to water. She is just so little and helpless and i dont want her to go through this pain. the dr told me to hold her all day if she wants nothing else because she just needs lots of love right now. Well last night after dinner she started eating alittle bit more and slept more during the night then she did the sunday and monday. So i thing that she is fighting this little bug off i sure do hope so i dont want to see my ladybug hurting.

On top of everything else tony had lost his job when trinity was put into the hospital last week because we had to have someone stay with her but also stay with our other 3 kids at home and they didnt want skylar up there because she is a newborn so i had to stay at home with them and all 3 of the kids were sick at home also. well tony bought in the excuse for work showing that he was at the hospital with his daughter and they still didnt care . so he is still looking for jobs right now im praying that he finds something soon.

Tuesday my maw maw has to have heart surgery because she cant breath im very worried about her right now.

Skylar is 7 weeks old today!!

I cant believe how fast time is going by skylar is now 7 weeks and she is getting pretty good at holding her head up. She likes to look around at everything and when you talk to her she follows your voice and every now and then she gives me a smile i cant wait until she starts laughing!! She is doing really good at sleeping at night we go to bed around 10 finish feeding her around 1030-1100 depends on her mood and has been sleeping all night and wakes up around 5 which is great!! Now if i could get her to start liking her swing so momma doesnt have to hold her all day would be great!

March is going to be a hard month for us we have so many doctors appts i go on the 19 for more testing skylar goes to get 2 month old shots and gavin with his head we will go ahead and sch his next surgery this month for his head im hoping that this one goes good poor baby shouldnt have to go throught this kind of pain i wish that i could take it for him.

Bad news From the ob/gyn

Sp today tony checked the mail and there was a note from my doctors office. my heart just fell i didnt know if it was going to be good news that my cancer cells were gone are bad news. well i open the letter and started crying there is an abnormality in one of my test. So they are going to go back in and do a colposcopy i had one back in october while carring skylar they go in and look at your cervix with a special magnifying device that takes pictures of your cervix. They will once again do a biopsy on the cells they will remove them from my cervix which really hurts and bleeds really bad and then those cells will be tested to see if my cancer has spread or getting better.The first one i cried the whole time is very painful and then after it was done i had a hard time getting in the truck i couldnt drive and a hard time using the bathroom they say that you will be sore with a biopsy for a couple of days because your cervix is swelling from them removing the cells.

i havent decide on when im going to do it, i need to so it soon i will have to see when my mom is going to be off again because i have had my sister in law watch skylar and my mother in law watch her and it was such a bad experience. they just have not taken care of infants in a while and i guess forgot who knows and i know that im going to need someone there with me because of the pain and driving me home and i know that tony wouldnt make me go through that alone.

I have the first stage of cervix cancer they have 5 stages
Im just praying that it hasnt spread

Skylar Ann Stokes

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Skylar 5 Weeks Old Going Home From The Hospital

know that i have 3 great stepchildren but when i look at skylar my heart just melts all i can think about when she starts smiling,her first roll over, crawling around, walking and most of all her first word! God has truly blessed me, i thought after losing my first child it was over. Then having so many problems the whole 8 months when they told me that they need to induce me early i was scared that i was going to lose another child. but god was holding my hand the whole way and gave me a health baby girl. My little girl is getting so big she will be 6 weeks tomorrow and growing so much she now weight 7lbs and starting to fit into all of her newborn clothes.

I never knew that i could love someone

well im new at this and still trying to learn how to do things. i sent ashlie an email asking for help since she was the one how showed me this site. im not sure on how to add people or how to find people to read their blogs any help would be great

below is a picture of my Husband and our kids!! The Stokes

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